A few years back a good friend of mine used the term 'Gaslit'. Even though I shook my head, as if I understood, I had no idea what that meant. They had used it in a medical sense, where you are, say, explaining something you know about your body to a doctor, while the doctor … Continue reading Gaslighting
On the western edge
I often listen to NPR on my way to work. My ex-cubemate Rich got me into that. He might say their stories are too left-wing for him now, I'm not sure. I know he, like many of my friends, are staunch republicans. It seems so much harder these days to communicate and relate to each … Continue reading On the western edge
We’re on TV now
It's no surprise to anyone that I have been very depressed for a while now. In truth we are all straddled with such pain and oppression within this police corruption / government scheme that it's a miracle we can even survive, in my opinion. I completely feel like George Floyd with Chauvin's knee on my … Continue reading We’re on TV now
I just deRealized…I’m in trouble
Watching one of my shows recently, in which there is a scientist, a priest, and a psychologist, I came to a realization. They were discussing a type of depression that happens when your world no longer makes sense. When what you knew to be true, just suddenly isn't. It's called derealization. In this case, cultural … Continue reading I just deRealized…I’m in trouble
Afraid of the Unknown
Jace and I have been struggling, to say the least. We are up against trial two, our backs to the wall, fighting with everything we've got. Unfortunately, over five years into this personal hell hasn't left us with much! Our fortitude, resilience, mental health - have all suffered greatly. Currently, I feel like someone who … Continue reading Afraid of the Unknown
The Lady Justice Myth 