It's no surprise to anyone that I have been very depressed for a while now. In truth we are all straddled with such pain and oppression within this police corruption / government scheme that it's a miracle we can even survive, in my opinion. I completely feel like George Floyd with Chauvin's knee on my … Continue reading We’re on TV now
When bad things happen
I heard someone say recently... When something bad happens, You have to look it in the eye to break the spell. That's what I try to do. That's what Jace is trying to do. Look it in the eye. That's what we all try to do here, at CAGE. It's amazing to me how many … Continue reading When bad things happen
I just deRealized…I’m in trouble
Watching one of my shows recently, in which there is a scientist, a priest, and a psychologist, I came to a realization. They were discussing a type of depression that happens when your world no longer makes sense. When what you knew to be true, just suddenly isn't. It's called derealization. In this case, cultural … Continue reading I just deRealized…I’m in trouble
Land of Lincoln
Jace and I just made the trip to Mt Rushmore. I have always loved Lincoln. Tall, proud, forthright. He wasn't a man easily swayed. He knew the truth of things, and tried to be a good person. I try to live by his 'religion': And I think, for the most part, things are pretty obvious. … Continue reading Land of Lincoln
Afraid of the Unknown
Jace and I have been struggling, to say the least. We are up against trial two, our backs to the wall, fighting with everything we've got. Unfortunately, over five years into this personal hell hasn't left us with much! Our fortitude, resilience, mental health - have all suffered greatly. Currently, I feel like someone who … Continue reading Afraid of the Unknown
The Lady Justice Myth 